Winter's the worst time of the year, the lack of sunlight makes me a much more bitter and seclusive person who wants nothing to do with anything for months on end. But now that he season is ending and Spring is on the rise I think I can safely say that I will be more avid and back to my usual self very soon.
Winter sure makes me insecure though, I've been a real nuisance to myself and bringing myself down. I know why and how it happens but it still makes me negative for the duration. I ought to find somewhere to be with more light during this time, it would help a lot. Either that happens or I just come to accept that not much will happen during Winter quarter despite how much I'd like to do.
But check it, progress should be on a much higher rise, I still have a lot of things to do and a lot of things I owe others. I actually owe somebody 37 commissions, he ordered 40 when he saw they go for ten cents or less (oh, exploitable).
Happy upcoming Spring to all a y'all. I resolved this year to get much more story oriented material off the ground. I demand of myself twice the output and twice the results, I resolved as well to lose 50 more lbs. so wish me luck on that, I'd sure like to be secure with my body come years end. I'll absolutely be willing to show y'all pictures when I'm happy with my appearance, ambitions are high for me here, find yours.